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Dear grandparents,  How are you all doing up there in Heaven? Its been months and I don’t get any visits from you in my dreams. Guess you both are busy meeting new acquaintances eh ? 😆  Grandma, I switched on the radio next to your altar, and coincidentally 月亮代表我的心 started to play. Perfect timing it is. I stayed for the entire song duration enjoying the peace and song with you. Hope you could feel it. Its almost 20th September in a few minutes.. our first Happy Mid Autumn Festival 🌙 without you all ❤️ Miss you all ☺️ Take care up there 🌈 Don’t worry about us here. We will manage 👍🏼  

  We all have encountered those days where we woke up from a good dream. A happy dream. Woke up smiling a little from the heart. I had a happy dream last night.  C & J were the among the close friends I have known during my earlier years. I dreamt in a land where we all met, we were chatting over a picnic mat, catching up, sharing encounters, teases, moments and joy. My heart was filled to the top. I can feel it. It could be felt. It was warm being able to see all of us seated around closely. Good times. That is why I woke up feeling happy.  We were all disconnected too long in pursuit of whatever it is. Communications silent down.  How is everybody doing? Too busy with life eh ? Hope you all are happy wherever you all are 😉  Is this a sign that I should seek you all out? Hell knows you all wont make the first moves, otherwise my phone wont be this silent. Haha.  Yeah, I should start with  a "Hi" 😊

Robert De Niro in The Intern definitely resembles Carl Fredriksen from Disney's 2009 Up (the old man) - One hundred percent ! The Intern was about an entrepreneur's (Hathaway) struggle between her company (career) with her family time. It got me wondering if I have continued my entrepreneurship till today, what could I have accomplished? Its challenging to run a company; many demanding parties to please and shush. Its one-after-another cycle, with little promise of progress.  Fast forward, I threw in the towel guilty of my fears about job security and gridlocked company(ies). 2 years into entrepreneurship, I failed.  Could I have tried harder, powered through and expect different results? No. It was a decay.  Who was accountable ? Me.  My key business takeaway?  Do not downplay issues that were repeatedly brought up, especially after attempts to resolve them. Only 2 factors that issues could resurface :  1) The attempts made merely delayed the issue, did no...

Reminiscing adventures and spontaneous activities.  Getting replies through group chats is painful enough. No need to mention organizing group activities.  Have we all been buried in our duties, roles, responsibilities, should and should nots till we forgot how to have fun ? Fun seemed very distant. Lacking excitement. Fulfilment zero. This way till our final moments? What ?